First, I want to say that we only live once. Although many religions want us to believe that we will live several times or end up in some kind of paradise when we die. If so, then it's good, but we know nothing about it, it's just a belief. Therefore, we must assume that we only live once, in this life that we know and even know for sure that we actually live. And why not try to create the paradise that many believe they will have when they die, even now that we know we are alive. I've never accepted that I'm just there to have hell while I'm alive, pay the bills and then die. I want to take the opportunity to live while I know I'm alive, and what happens next, when I'm dead, I have to deal with then. To give one's life to a faith, and therefore not live now, feels very distant to me.

If all religions are wrong, then I have wasted the only time I have in life to live trapped in a faith, to get better when I die. It's not an option for me, the only option for me is to live now and deal with the future when it comes.

My life is completely without stress or musts, I come and go as I choose and those who can adapt to it become my close friends.

I never look back or forward, because what has happened can not be undone and we know nothing about the future, so it is unnecessary to put energy into it. I live only in the present. On very few occasions have I planned my future and the few times this has happened, the planning has only been for the next month. Everything I have done has happened spontaneously, both for leisure and work.

I have never had fixed times when things should happen, for example I sleep when I get tired, wake up when I am rested, eat when I am hungry, etc., and it can happen at any time of the day. And I have never care about traditions, because that's a way to look back in time, and that I don't want. And I have never had a permanent job, but only been employed by the hour because it gave me the freedom to work whenever I wanted, and I have only worked with what I think is fun and which gives as much money as possible for as short a time as possible to be able to be free as much as possible. This was of course easier when I was young in the 70s and 80s when high school was not a requirement for all jobs.

I have tried to have my own company from time to time in the belief that it would give me more freedom, but realized that it is not something for me because then I am never free.

I used to calculate at the end of the month how much money I needed for the next month, so I quickly worked that money together and was then free. A little depending on what I wanted to do next month, I usually worked between 1-3 weeks, but I was always free at least one week a month, usually more. I used my free time to travel and move.

When I was 18 years I rent my first apartment, it was only 20 sqm but also very cheap. I had that apartment for a few years, but it became more and more a base to start from, which a magazine for my things so I did not have to carry everything with me when I traveled.

I often worked as a driver which is a solo job and while I was sitting and driving so the thoughts went away and I came more and more to the conclusion that I did not feel free to have a fixed point and a lot of belongings that I never used and I realized that everything you own has a tendency to start owning its owner's freedom and when I came home next time I got rid of everything I owned and gave up my home. Then my move began.

I started renting furnished apartments for a shorter time and it gave me much more freedom to know that I had no notice period and I only owned what I could fit in the car's trunk. That I did not want things in the cabin was because I wanted the opportunity to sleep in the car if I did not get an apartment directly between the moves. And it gave me the freedom I was looking for. I have not always have a vehicle, but for me is a vehicle same as freedom. I have never rented an apartment for more than an absolute maximum of 2 years, often for a shorter period of time, and most of the time I did not live at that address but only used it as a place for authorities to believe that I had a fixed point. I got bored of being in the same place for a long time. For a while I bought an old caravan that I lived in when I moved around between different jobs, but it also became too residential for me and owning a caravan gave me more space than I needed and when it happens you automatically collect more stuff, so after about a year I sold it.

I have never understood why most people strive to own a lot of things they never use and why it is so important to have larger apartments or houses than they need, they can still only be in one room at a time. You unlock your life with things and loans and it gives no freedom at all. You are forced to work to keep your things, which means that you do not live in the present but in the future. You do not own your things, they own you. You must always take care of them first before you can do something, and if you travel away you always have a worry in your body that something will happen to your things, for example if you are traveling and get to know that your house is on fire, then you must quit your journey to go home and take care of it and save the things you can save. If you do not own anything, you have no worries and you do not have to interrupt what you do to take care of dead things that mean nothing more than showing people you do not really like, that you can afford to have a lot of rubbish, which is often paid with loans.

When I know a place, found everything, people started visiting me in the area and I made friends so it was time to move to start over in zero again. It gave me more joy because it is not the usual everyday life that is interesting, but discovering and getting to know new places and new people. When I moved on, I always did it incognito, so no farewell or explanation, I could only imagine that now is the time to move and then it went very efficiently, from decision to action it was at most a couple of hours. And I have never liked parting with friends who try to make me stay. In addition, good friends do not disappear just to move. And myreal friends learned it and kindly waited for information about my new place of residence, those who were not accepted were still not good friends so I did not care about them.

Since integrity is important to me, I use the internet extremely sparingly and always with the highest security. That's why you can't find me on so-called social media. Some parts of the internet can be used and some are directly necessary in today's world. But never without the highest security and never logged in to anything other than the most important. If I can't use a site without login, I don't use it.

I have found my life in Thailand, where I supported my normal wandering life for a few years, partly to get as much as possible from the countries. The only possibility to stop my wandering life is probably a closer love relationship and I'm not sure I'm that interested in it, it's more freedom to live alone, but who knows what will happen in a future. My strong desire for freedom remains and I do not want to feel compelled to take into account someone else who may not share my lifestyle. To go and come as I want means a lot to my longing for freedom. So I do not live here to find a partner, but because I like the countries of Thailand, people, culture, food, climate and even the religon Buddhism who are very similar to my own lifestyle.


I have:

SPS - Sensory processing sensitivity.

HFA - High-functioning Autism, Aspergers Syndrome.

I'm not someone's puppet, so ...

I'm not addicted to having friends.

Often others are more dependent on my friendship than I am on theirs.

But if you can accept that not everyone is exactly the same, cloned from the same person so you can have an extremely good friend in me. But it also takes a lot of yourself to reach the goal.

You can't control me.
Do not even try, if you want to keep my friendship.

You can not take advantage of me.
If you try, you'll surely lose my friendship.

You can not buy or bribe me.
My soul is not for sale, not even for all the money in the world.

You may not photograph me

To post my picture on social media without first asking permission. Most of the time I say no, it depends on which forum it is about and why it is important to you to show my photo. Ignoring this is a sure way to lose my friendship.

Most of people do not understand how dangerous e.g. Facebook is. All images, all text, everything you post on your Facebook page is the property of Facebook and they can do whatever they want with it. And my photos should not be included in their sources of income. In addition, the government, the police and others can see everything you do on the Internet, they can misunderstand texts you wrote for fun, they can take apart your texts and put them together as they want, so they can accuse you of things you did not do. And you cannot escape if you have written the text on e.g. Facebook. Images can be sold or modified and distributed to others, who pay for the images. And since every IP number on the internet is its own forum, you will never find and be able to delete anything you have uploaded on social media. Even if you delete your own Facebook page, everything is already stored on Facebook's servers.

I never buy prostitutes.
So do not expect me to pay for friendship or relationship.

If you are out of money, I will help you.
But only when I see myself that you need help, not after begging. And just help for YOU to survive. Not for everyone in your family or all your friends and not for luxus thing you only want because you can, if other pay for it.
And only when I know that you have done everything you can to solve your problem yourself first.
And of course only if I have the opportunity, my own expenditure always come first.

If you beg or nag for money or things, you will not only lose my help, but also my friendship.

If you have other problem, I will help you if I can.

Everyone can make mistakes.

I value civil courage very highly. Always honesty, even if it can cause discomfort to oneself. Not many people have it. But they who shows me civil courage has a sure friend in me forever. If you do something wrong, tell me honestly what happened, and I forgive you. But if you're trying to get away with a lie, I'll never forgive you. And lies always come to the surface when you think you are safe, there is always someone gossiping. But if you yourself tell directly, openly and honestly that you have done something stupid, then I forgive you.

So I give everyone at least one more chance if you are honestly. And I expect you to do the same for me.You can not judge others if you are not perfect yourself and no one is perfect.

If I hear gossip about someone.

I do not continue gossip. I'm talking to the person the gossip is about to get the truth from the core.

If I borrow money.
From someone else, I always pay back at the agreed time.

If anyone borrows money from me.

I expect the same from them.

If he / she wants to continue the loan for a while longer, he / she must still pay back when settled
time and then ask to continue borrowing until a new agreed time.
This is to give me the opportunity to say no if I need the money myself.
If you abuse it, you can forget about borrowing again and you put our friendship to a serious test.

If I get something.
For example, food, beer or something like that, I always give back as soon as I can
and then with more than I got. And I expect that from others as well.

Do you choose to be unpleasant to me.
So I'm at least twice as nasty to you.

Trust must be earned.
That's why I do not trust anyone, least of all the one who says I can trust them. I only trust the one who shows in action that I can trust them. He who declares his trust in words tries to go the short way to achieve the trust he deserves, and it should be extra careful to trust.

You will know if I do not like you?

There is a big difference between not liking someone or being enemies. If for some reason I don't like you, we can still sit at the same table and have a nice talk and laugh together. But if you offer me something, I refuse to touch it. If friends offer me, I always take some even if I don't want it.

Something that can affect whether I like you or not is how you behave.

Are you pushy, don't take no for an answer, touch me without informing me first, get too close when we're talking, do you lie to me, try to hide something, mock me, begging, accuse me of something that isn't true, you ask me about private things, or about my background, etc.

You will know if you are my enemy?

The enemy depends a little on what they have done to me or those closest to me. If the problem calls for retaliatory action, I'll wait a while until other people's eyes are directed away from me before yanking away the safe mat you're standing on. Meanwhile, I treat you like air, you're just not in my host anymore. But I'm not much for revenge, so unless it's something very serious, you can get away with not existing in my world anymore.

Something that can affect you to have made yourself my enemy is if you do something stupid to me or my loved ones. If you spread false accusations, endanger, steal, abuse, exploit, etc.

I have a hard time for people who think they are better than others

Because of power and money and therefore expect benefits.
Especially as it is the poor who feed the rich. If I am invited to dinner with a rich person and a poor person at the same time, then I choose to eat with the poor because I have nothing to say to the rich. Besides, abundance disgusts me.

I live alone

Because it's hard to find someone in Thailand who thinks like me, with the same need for freedom. I'm not the jealous type, and neither can my partner be. Because you can't own other people. They must be free, but it is the responsibility of both towards each other to take responsibility that no jealousy arises. The one who feels locked in does everything to escape, but the one who is given freedom has no reason to escape and stays. But in a relationship without responsibility, contradictions, jealousy are created and the relationship rarely lasts long. That's why I live alone to find the right one, someone who understands me, someone who can take care of himself and who understands what true love is.
So for a relationship to work for a long time, independence, faithfulness, honesty and responsibility are the most important things for both to always keep in mind. Freedom in a relationship isn't cheating, it's trusting your partner. If both are careful about this, it gives room for a lot of freedom in the relationship.
It is important partly for honesty but also for not giving your partner unwanted diseases.

I know I'm considered tricky, weird and difficult to understand.

This sometimes leads to others not wanting to hang out with me. It's okay, I don't need people who demand that everyone be the same as themselves in order to socialize.

This may be perceived as a demand from me, but it is wrong. I like all people who are kind to me. Only in a relationship is it good if we have similar life philosophies, because then we socialize more and closer.

If I get tired of a "friend" who have be bad for me.

I will disappear from this "friend" within a fewhundredths of a second.
And if we get this far, there is no going back.

An exemple: If you try to change me to fit you better. That's will never working, I am all time only me, accept it or lose me forever. And It's don't matter how good friends we are.

Or if you fact-check everything I do or say, it shows you don't trust me and then it is better you find new friends you can trust.

Are you trying to contact me?
It's next to impossible. Only those I approve can contact me, and they are few. Not even all friends have that opportunity.

I avoid social media for the longest time, but if I use it, it is with the greatest possible security and I never share anything personal.Companies like Facebook, Google and the like, make big money selling our souls, but my soul is not for sale.If you thought that all people on earth see the same reality at the same time on internet, then you are completely wrong. These great social media companies create your reality and can manipulate you to do as they please. For example, creating targeted advertising with a buy guarantee, or making you believe in fake information, or to manipulate you into voting "right" in an election, etc., etc.

I have always argued that the internet is at least 10,000 years too early for the majority of people.
Human brains are still the same as Stone Age man, the only thing that differs between today's people and Stone Age man is that things around us have changed. And it has gone fast, only 20 years back in time had no one need for either Facebook or Google and 30 years back had no need to be contactable 24/7. For only 100 years back, there was no need to be able to travel all over the world with ease.

Today's man has been around for 300,000 years. But all the current development has taken place over the last 200 years. During the 299,800 years before industrialism began, we stood and trampled on the same point without anything revolutionary happening. But ordinary people still believe that they understand everything, while heading for a catastrophic future, due to premature industrial development

So the fastest way to get in touch with me, if you don't have any contact information, is from the contact page on this website. But to get a reply you need to show me your name, email address and make yourself interesting enough for me to reply.